things went unsaid in that room.
the memory is still a blur
I don't want or wish to recreate that moment
the moment you switched off
I remember laying down with you on your bedroom floor
where you whimpered every issue that floated into your
paranoid mind.
I held you close and whispered what you wanted to hear
not the right moral of what I felt
but whatever made you in awe of my presence
I did it to make you love me more
your drowning n your puddles of tears
I reach for your hand but only for it be smacked back.
this bitter pill cant make me seek these sorrows,
we lay here in the middle of no
where hoping for a resolution
lonely july come stand by my side
you wont regret my aid
to those broken sorrows youve ached
ill drown them out of sight tonight
lonely july let me look into ur eyes
similiar to the starry skies like tonight
where ill lay you underneath
Acknlowedgement of the crash by bunz-teh-mod, literature
Literature
Acknlowedgement of the crash
head lights shudder untill the dim lights fades
the transmission shuts down
the fender collapses onto the concrete pavement
the radio fades out into the background of cars
passing by. im here alone
waiting for something,
All i see is darkness on top of darkness
i feel soreness slowly rise upon my body
i notice from my peripherals
the window is craked like how we are
once compressed so tightly and seemed bulletproof
but it only takes one to bust it
I sit here confined
images of you slowly go by
they go by faster and faster
till there no more
then the hatred comes back
you once brought me happiness
everything you, you s
things went unsaid in that room.
the memory is still a blur
I don't want or wish to recreate that moment
the moment you switched off
I remember laying down with you on your bedroom floor
where you whimpered every issue that floated into your
paranoid mind.
I held you close and whispered what you wanted to hear
not the right moral of what I felt
but whatever made you in awe of my presence
I did it to make you love me more
your drowning n your puddles of tears
I reach for your hand but only for it be smacked back.
this bitter pill cant make me seek these sorrows,
we lay here in the middle of no
where hoping for a resolution
lonely july come stand by my side
you wont regret my aid
to those broken sorrows youve ached
ill drown them out of sight tonight
lonely july let me look into ur eyes
similiar to the starry skies like tonight
where ill lay you underneath
Sweet words filled with nothing
Broken heart full of despair
Rose petals in shreds
Wine glass shattered on the floor
Bitterness strikes its chord
What was done can never be undone
Darkness reigns supreme
Where was I
How could I have known
I was out acting selfish not thinking of you
Why didn't I feel it
How could I have not felt you taking your last breath
I know you have forgiven me
When will I forgive myself
How do I let it go when letting go means losing you again
I know you haunt me
I feel you everywhere
I need you there on my shoulder, but at what cost
I know you are trying to heal me
But I don't want to
There are days that I almost forget
Then guilt creeps in
There are days when I forget the sound of your voice
How it scares me to see your memory fade slowly
I can't forget, I won't
How will you ever know how much I m
When you left this morning
I cried
I pulled down the shades
Wrapped myself tight in your quilt
And
I cried
I hugged your favorite pillow close
Wishing it was you
And
I cried
I could smell your sweet sweat
From making love last night
And
I cried
I could feel my lips tingle
From the kiss you left me with
And
I cried
But this time
I cried
Not because you left
I cried
Because this time
You'll be comeing back.
One drop can be shed
from blood or tears you might wept
every step of grass can be traced
to the dead garden on which even the sun fades
How much time you waited to enter
to the old gates of copper and rust
to see the flowers falling
while your eyes meet the decay
Silence reigns on a realm of detriment
what atonement awaits for a fallen
on whos feathers are painted in black
merging with the grey view of the garden
The fount lies dry for centuries old
this life forsaken garden is now left to the waste
a perfect home for the fallen
since the tainted feathers are now left to rest
Sleep and dream in the gardens of grief
for you s
I heard our song today, they played it over the radio at lunch..heh, I just laid my head down and pulled my hood up and smiled as tears welled in the corners of my eyes. All the time I kept whispering to myself, I love her. I love her so much. And I can't say it enough, I love you my one and only, my love. I love you so much it hurts, my heart aches for you just as my body aches for yours, my arms longing to wrap around you, everything else I have ever wanted doesn't matter. People have called me naive and said that falling in love is the worst thing that can happen, because I'll be crushed when it's all over...but I smile and tell them I pra
Acknlowedgement of the crash by bunz-teh-mod, literature
Literature
Acknlowedgement of the crash
head lights shudder untill the dim lights fades
the transmission shuts down
the fender collapses onto the concrete pavement
the radio fades out into the background of cars
passing by. im here alone
waiting for something,
All i see is darkness on top of darkness
i feel soreness slowly rise upon my body
i notice from my peripherals
the window is craked like how we are
once compressed so tightly and seemed bulletproof
but it only takes one to bust it
I sit here confined
images of you slowly go by
they go by faster and faster
till there no more
then the hatred comes back
you once brought me happiness
everything you, you s